Puckering up and down some avenue of sin...

...Too cheap to ride...


Any who, I last blogged about alcohol...hah I'm so lame. But yeaaaaah been seeing a whole lot of seniors from my High School post about prom and all these fun events they have going on, kind of makes me wanna go back and do my senior year over. Especially graduation...FUCK MY GRADUATION. No one was fucking there....not even the person who motivated me to graduate...
I DID THIS FOR YOU.

Enough of that shit, we all know we can't go back in time and none of that will change...But anyways I get my paycheck this Friday OH HELL YYEEAAAAAAUUUHHH. Now I have to open up a bank account and all that jazz...ugh...Oh! I have my license now too, woooooh so I can drive and shit.

Been sick for 5 days now though, been puking everything I eat, I feel better now though, hopefully its gone soon. I'm tired of feeling this way. It hurts, it really does...

I always have a lot to type, but lately my brain doesn't let me put it all out there. Oh well I guess I'll try to blog about something interesting tomorrow...err technically today...


Looks like I lived another day, I wonder when my body is going to give up on me, life is interesting, it can go away in any second:

I survive, breathe on...

Happy 1 year of...

being a fucking drunky. Haha, well not really...maybe? Drinking every weekend is not considered an alcoholic or is it? Well whatever, it actually has been a whole year since I've first drank... Bleeh.
Kind wish I was drunk now. Haha just wait till my parents are gone... oh man, shit faaaaaced. I don't really have much to talk about right now, work has worn me out, 3rd day, still getting used to it, so hopefully I get the hang of it real soon.

I have a lot to type, but I can't think or have th energy to put together a nice blog...or not nice? Whatever...I doubt anyone even fucking reads this..
Well for now, goood fucking night!



Alcoholic kind of mood....

It's called L I F E..

...and it feels that it will be the death of me...
Spring break is over, back in school, I'm driving now and currently employed...My Freedom? Pretty much gone. I don't even know what to do, I love hanging out with my friends, going to shows and not giving a shit...But now? Now I have responsibilities. It's awesome I have a job now and will be able to buy stuff I want/need...but I'm not used to that, I'm not used to having someone 'manage' me and what not, I don't know how this will turn out, I hope well. Alissa really helped me through it so I owe her for it and really need to just get my shit together and pull through it...School? I'm not really into it, my license? I'm stoked about it, but still nervous...
I need to handle all of this and find a working schedule, I lack a lot of sleep and don't do anything, why? I don't know...No motivation for anything really. I wish I could just win the lotto, that'd be nice.

Oh WonderCon was amazing. So many people asked for picture, I was famous...for 3 days, it was great...
But back to reality again, I'll go and let myself rot in my room, school and work...