Cities of Night

Well well well...
I haven't updated since that Halloween party, I pretty much hated everyone after that night. Anyways...
Hmm, nothing too big/important has happened. Saw Stellar Corpses again at Gilman and that was pretty fun, been hanging out with Amber a lot lately too. Just school, hanging out/partying it up and...yeah that's it really. OH! Applied for Yogurtland, so far it seems I may have a chance there, I'm supposed to get called in for an interview, I really owe it to Alissa for helping me out on this one! Thanks if you happen to read this! Been drawing a lot more, usually influenced by what I listen to. Oh went to DG for the first time since September. It was tons of fun, but got tired sooo quickly, geesh so many creeps as well! Haha OH OH OH and Limnus will be playing at a Richmond party. Yay. Hmmmm......... Oh yeah my school dad is taking/paying for some of the recent WP seniors for graduation...He didn't even attend my graduation... :/ This ALWAYS comes back to haunt me...

"One overdoes just to survive."




On another note,
I've been mentally isolating myself, obviously I'm there hanging with you, but my mind is usually else where or I feel as if no one is around at times...I don't know how to explain it...But yeah it's been making me far more observant though and somewhat has been changing me...Not sure where this phase is taking me, but I'm curious to know.
Also, being out in Berkeley makes me see a lot different things and people...I ran into a homeless friend of mine, he's probably like 16 or 17 years old. I met him over a year or two ago on Telegraph, he told me he was homeless, but I didn't buy it...later on I ran into him again at the 99 cent store and he had gotten adopted by a lesbian couple, then again I ran into him, he bailed on the ones who adopted him and went back to being a homeless kid...I ran into him today..well technically yesterday... he really was a homeless kid...he had a scabbed/damaged body, had bad personal hygiene and barely got by, but he was happy and smiling. It made me wonder why myself and a lot of other of my friends seem to be so mad at the world when we have the shit we want or even more...A homeless kid is happy?... It was just a slap in the face, reality had just hit me extremely hard...

So why are we all mad?
I mean, I know I'll remain mad and/or upset and so on...but I won't know why...or have a good reason to be...


"Go on, take everything, take everything I want you to...Hey, Im the one with no soul one above and one below"



I could sure use a quick fix...

Happy Halloweeen! >:)

So my friends and I don't seem to celebrate Valentine's Day. CAUSE IT'S STUPID! Which means, it's : HALLOWEEN! Muahaha 2nd Halloween Party. Such drunk madness. Limnus played and it was pretty awesome. I don't feel like being too specific with the night because my night was just fucked for personal reasons. But other than that the party was quite successful and interesting. Some dude pissed himself, he was passed out drunk...a few people were actually.

Well just thought I'd say a little on that. So there you go...haha maybe a better update soon. :P

Oh so lost...

You know those days where you're just upset and feel EXTREMELY lost and don't know what to do with yourself ? Well I'm having one of those days...
Just feels sucky feeling this way.
Bleeeeeeeeeeehhh

Haha I'm listening to Linkin Park right now kickin' it old school at the moment, just bringing back some old memories, man this cd [Hybrid Theory] came out when I was in the fucking 5th grade now I'm in college...Fucking Crazy... The years go by and then they're wasted...


Hmmm. I just feel like going somewhere far away and not dealing with anyone anymore...I just wish I had a fucking car I'd just go into the city right now, find a spot and stare at the city lights...

Today was a good day...

That it was.

Just woke up feeling okay today... Had a few smokes before class and ran into Amelia.
Amelia seems to always brighten up my days... I've missed her a lot... It's good to reconnect and continue our 5 year friendship. She seems a lot happier and I'm glad to see that.
Don't worry missy! I'll treat you for some Jamba Juice and coffee soon <3


Now then time for some homework and cleaning. Early class tomorrow, yay finally I see Isaac! I need his help to torment the art class.

Class torment shall begin at 9 : 30 am with my beloved Isaac. MUAHAHAHAHA
YUSSSSSSS! xD

Cops and Stars ?

Haha a rather interesting night. Not in the mood to type out the whole story so I'll cut it short. I have a major headache and can't think of anything to really type about.

SO!
:Group of people in Alameda, alcohol, cigarettes, randomness, conversations about stars and a fucking COP:
Me and my friend were chilling by the rocks next to the water in some Alameda park talking about how cool it'd be to have a star as a pet and piss lighting....yeah I don't know...But it got way too cold and we headed back to the car to join some people...So we were in the car chilling and two of our friends were still out sitting on some benches, cop shows up and we....bail on them, we had a lot of alcohol in the vehicle, so we HAD to...The cop just got down their info, but we felt pretty bad leaving those two back there with the police...We parked right by the park exit and hid the booze in some bushes, just in case the cop noticed our ride...It was all good in the end though, no tickets and nothing bad...We got slightly lucky..

That's pretty much it...


Now then, time for some music, mind wandering and sleep...

"Always stays the same, nothing ever changes, English summer rain seems to last for ages..."

College College College

I is a big kid now.


I started college about a week ago and it's seriously fucking tiring. Maybe it was cause of the whole...not going to school for half a year. Haha.

Well I like Berkeley City College [BCC] and SOME of the people there. It's small, one building close to bart, restaurants, telegraph and a park. It's in a pretty sweet spot if you ask me. Classes are going okay. Math I know I will struggle in and have my first exam...today actually in about 12 hours. FUCK. Oh well hopefully I pass or get a decent grade. Hmm I really need to drop that Sociology class. Anyways, that's pretty much the college life. You're responsible for yourself and no one really gives a shit about you. Well other than showing up, been hanging out there with people I already knew or met like, Sergio, Isaac, Amelia, Laura, Paul and say hi to other familiar faces. :)
It's pretty chilled there. I can dig it.

Well that's all that's been up to be honest, nothing exciting just learning the college life...


The Saturday TRIO!
[Sigfredo, Razko and Myself]




OHHHH! I finally hung out with an old best friend, Razko.
Man has it been a while...We became best friends my freshman year/his senior year, so we only had one year together at school. We were pretty much PB and J. No joke. We'd always be hanging out, either during lunch, during class, tutoring, after school, weekends etc. After he graduated we slowly drifted apart, we're still best friends, just both got busy with our own things. But recently we hung out and I really missed hanging out like we did back then. Pop tarts, arizonas or Jones soda and graffiti, that was our lifestyle. :)
So this weekend was me him and Sigfredo [another old friend] and hit up the arcade in The Metreon and wandered around Market st. It was an enjoyable time. :)

Booooooob! :P
[Me and Sigfredo]

Life's a Bitch.

And then you die.....simple as that.


Well let's see what's been up lately... pretty much just been hanging out and trying to have fun you know the usual weekend stuff. Nothing new really, just living and killing myself slowly. Hahaha. Hating the world as usual. I'm just going to make a quick list of random important/fun events.
- Stellar Corpses/Plan 9 @ 924 Gilman [01|09|2010]
- A.F.I. @ The Phoenix Theater [01|15|2010]
- Shroomed [01|16|2010]
- Started College [01|21|2010]


"Every night I sit and wonder why, every day I want to fucking die! FUCK THE WORLD"


Quick summary of Stellar Corpses|Plan 9 show / my birthday since I didn't write about it at all. :p
Well it was my birthday and my original plans were to hang with Kasi and then go to the show, but that didn't happen. I ended up hanging out in Oakland and eventually got picked up by Mauro and hit up the show I wanted to go to. Ran into a few people and the people who I was originally going with and also some friends from Richmond. It was a lot of fun, Stellar Corpses is a pretty awesome band I suggest checking them out! Plan 9 is a Misfits cover band and they were pretty damn awesome too. It felt like a real Misfits show. Haha. So yeah my birthday was spent with tons of friends, live music/awesome bands and moshing. Woooooh.


Front row for Stellar Corpses! Haha